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Former Names and Other Musings

by Can't Hardly Wait

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1.
Down 05:24
I’ve got you waiting around I’ve got you waiting around I don’t mean to scare you but I am down Don’t be afraid of me now Don’t be afraid of me now I’ve got these demons I can’t hide cause I am down All of your friends have figured me out They say I’m just too jaded and all spun out And every day that I’m messin around I could Appreciate that you’ve stuck around I feel I’m sinkin now I feel I’m sinkin now It seems that I am without air as I drown Don’t walk away from me dear Don’t walk away from me dear Your cold shoulder is turning; I’m in fear All of your friends have figured me out They say I’m just too jaded and all spun out And every day that I’m messin around I could Appreciate that you’ve stuck around And you know and I know that you haven’t And you know and I know that you haven’t So let me just ask, Where were you when I tried to leave this place? Or what about the time when that knife wouldn’t find its place Or when I felt my life was a lie and I wouldn’t survive And what about the times when I cried cause my head felt so tight Why would you say that you were around? I swear I heard you bat an eyelash as I drowned So now the truth comes out; I didn’t like you too Come down from your high horse You’ve got me waiting around You’ve got me waiting around I don’t mean to scare you, but I am down I am down and out I won't stick around if you're scared about dealin with me
2.
Tryin, yeah I'm tryin Tryin, oh yes I'm tryin It's so much harder when you're slippin (x2) Feelin, I got a feelin Feelin I've got this feelin It's so much better when you're drinkin (x4) I've gotten away (It's so much harder when you're slippin) with less words (It's so much better when you're drinkin) (x4)
3.
Move away To better days Away from here And all of your fears I lie awake Replaying mistakes Inside my head; Full of regret I used to think of you In hopes that you would too Give it a month or two Then I’ll be over you It’s all the same When we feel pain Like minimum wage We don’t get a raise Sit or leave But don’t mislead Out in the cold Waiting to smoke I didn’t see The kiss on the cheek His hands’ on her hip The kiss on the lips I used to think of you In hopes that you would too Give it a month or two Then I’ll be over you It’s all the same When we feel pain Like minimum wage We don’t get a raise Out in the cold Standing alone Waiting to say What I’ll never say
4.
Two more years and it’ll be ten What was it we used to say back then With hazy eyes and endless hopes? We seemed to reach the end of our rope Is this not the plan that you wanted? Am I not the man that you needed? Staring down at your cold plate As the waiter says he can wait Memories drain from every vein As you say I’m to blame Children grow up in an instant And now it seems that we’re distant Is this not the plan that you wanted? Am I not the man that you needed? Staring down at your cold plate As the waiter says he can wait Stayed up late with the ringer on Even though you were far from gone Filled up my cup with all the rum Drank until I felt numb Is this not the plan that you wanted? Am I not the man that you needed? Staring down at your cold plate Saying how this is our fate Saying how this is our fate
5.
This Is 03:51
Are those your whispers? In the dead of night I hear the break in your voice In the dead of night There are ghosts in this room While I feel asleep Want you here in my arms While I fall asleep Wait, don’t stay My thoughts were just being loud Didn’t mean those things See your face in the crowds Haunting me Your last words I heard are Haunting me I crave the feelings we once had Constantly Making wish’s on stars Constantly Wait, don’t stay My thoughts were just being loud Didn’t mean those things
6.
I used to see your sweetness when we’d watch fireflies I used to know what it felt like to look into your eyes The goddamned things we would say, now, were never meant Close my eyes and now I see that this all makes perfect sense Felt my life falling through All the cracks because of you Found my soul on the outskirts Of town Too impaired to go inside Bet my life; fear in your eyes Called a cab I’m goin home While you walk all alone Felt my life falling through All the cracks because of you Found my soul on the outskirts Of town This just isn’t the way, this just isn’t the way To feel everyday, to feel everyday You were fading away, you were fading away I never knew who you were, I never knew who you were So now I’m calling you out On everything that you said To all the people you told And all the colors you were
7.
Precious day, please go away While I stay inside Lets get back to the rainy days Where I’ll try to forget you Went and cut you out From pictures on walls Burned every single thing You left in my car This may seem childish But you’re so full of shit Been a long time, since I could breathe Felt so empty with you Went away and saw myself Precious day please stay Went and cut you out From pictures on walls Burned every single thing You left in my car This may seem childish But you’re so full of shit I tried to call you last night when I was drunk but you didn’t answer. I didn’t mean to it was just out of habit. So who do I call now? I found a picture of us, and I didn’t recognize myself God damned hands together; your face is a painting Your face is a painting Your face is a painting Your face is a painting Your face is a pain in my mind “Please stop calling. You need to move on this is getting ridiculous. I’m worried about you, but it’s not my job to take care of you anymore. You need to stop calling. I want you to be happy and… that’s not with me.”
8.
Epilogue 03:06
Got your letter It came late Didn’t read it I’m sure it read ‘Here’s your stuff back And your ring back Don’t ever write back I heard you’re back home back home I heard you’re back home Back home’ You probably think I’m dead on the inside; I’m not. Wrote a letter back I think it read Here’s your stuff back Why did you send that Don’t ever write back I heard you’re back home Back home I heard you’re back home
9.
Wind 01:38
10.
Leaves 04:18
My eyes won’t eyes close, the phone's on the floor My friends won’t answer and I can see why And I can tell why I cried for help to so many walls They’re staring back and it’s hard to convey this When you can’t relate Worse than the sound of the voice that says I’m fine when I’m not is the lack there of bliss I watched the leaves fall down to the ground at the end of October. They were waiting around for the wind to change and take them away I drove around for far too long I won’t pull over; the gaslight is on But I want to stay gone Worse than the sound of the voice that says I’m fine when I’m not is the lack there of bliss
11.
Boxes 02:46
Out on the sidewalk are some boxes with your name will you come back to pick them up or put them away? I've been outside here it's so cold dear, the neighbors are here they ask "Where'd she go to, who'd she go to, what will you do?" I'm still out here calling your name the rain is falling, the boxes are damp guess I'll go inside This house is so quiet, the lights are off and windows shut Days come and go now, so very clear you'll never stay here Gone are the boxes on the sidewalk, where'd they go? I'm still out here Calling your name The rain is falling, the boxes are damp Guess I'll go inside Guess I'll go inside Guess I'll say goodbye g o o d b y e g o o d b y e g o o d b y e g o o d b y e
12.
13.
Virginia 03:44
And when you try to come around I won’t be waiting by the door My phone is ringing off the hook With those you think are probably crooks Its been killing me lately, you need to find out That I’m so unhappy with how this turned out Cause I’m on the east coast and you’re down south I’m asking you baby to give me an out Don’t bring that boom box to my lawn Because I’ve left and will stay gone To a bar where I will not pay I won’t be home for days and days Its been killing me lately, you need to find out That I’m so unhappy with how this turned out Cause I’m on the east coast and you’re down south I’m asking you baby to give me an out [repeat]
14.
♥ 03:22
Saw the west on a train And the east coast by plane Where went you’d complain said ‘it was all the same.’ What you said was so toxic Burned my eyes out their sockets Shoved my hands into pockets and I Wanted nothing from you If we can’t feel the same then go ahead and Let go of my hand If we can’t feel the same Then what’s the point of try'na be sane Let go of my hand If we can’t feel the same Then you can see the west coast by train And say whatever the hell you want.
15.
I am a sucker for your sore eyes When you come looking I’m a dead man I can’t deny those advances With the hands and the romantics And I can hear now what you’re saying But you still go and call him ‘baby’ I’m a slave to all your calls and glances So we’re stuck all these songs and dances One more kiss around the corner Run and hide look for cover Where is the man who adores her? Asking ‘round ‘where’s my lover?’ And I can hear now what you’re saying But you still go and call him ‘baby’ I’m a slave to all your calls and glances So we’re stuck all these songs and dances Call me so late I won’t hesitate Love me but you say Please wait I cannot stay
16.
What are you drinking? Can I get you somethin’ with ice? How bout a ciggerette? And we can go step outside Because the weather’s nice I want to talk with you all night If that’s all right Did I mention you look nice It’s three AM and we’re not tired The way things are lookin’ we’ll just retire to your bed And that’s okay if it’s okay that I like you Cause you’ve got a boy and I guess he won’t be in your head Here’s another Shot to throw back Pour another I’ll do it if you do We’ll have each other When the others go pass out How bout a ciggerette We can go step outside It’s three AM and we’re not tired The way things are lookin’ we’ll just retire to your bed And that’s okay if it’s okay that I like you Cause you’ve got a boy and I guess he won’t be in your head Am I just drunk and picturing That this is going well between You are so nice but could use ice In that red cup oh my I’ve spilled It’s three AM and I’m not tired The way things are lookin we’ll just retired to your bed And that’s okay but not okay that I like you Cause you’ve got a boy and I guess he’s still stuck in your head Still stuck in your head
17.
"It just takes one thing, one tiny little offense and it can snowball And that's when you find out that that pretty little girl you married isn't a pretty little girl at all, No... A man-eater, the kind that uses your dignity as a dishtowel to wipe up any shreds of manhood that might be stuck inside the sink. So much so that, by the end of that relationship, I honestly don't know who I hated more -- her or me? I used to sit around and wonder why our friends weren't trying to destroy each other, like we were. And here, it turns out, the answer's pretty simple: They weren't unhappy. We were" Dr. Cox
18.
Texas 03:40
Waiting on you to decide Cause Texas is a different state I guess it’s just too far to drive You’ll never come down to this place She said, “I’m just confused 'bout what I should do But I guess I’ll visit soon” Late nights talks on the phone Fewer and fewer they seem I guess I should have known That you’re livin’ a different dream I said, “I’m just confused 'bout what we should do But I guess you’ll visit soon”
19.
Dilettante 02:33
I’ve been wasting away watching TV shows and drinking And I still remember the day when you sent the text “we’re through” while I was gone You’ve been dancing away at all the bars while all the boys sing you songs And you still try to say that you love and breathe all things Kurt Cobain Remember that time we went to that show and all you said was “lets go home” The next day you wore my shirt to impress the guy who helped you in some class So what if I call you out? Lets be fair, you’re not that great at acting And if I may speak the truth, I can’t stand the thought of you so happy So call me out cause I don’t give a damn You’re wrong about Cobain and Pearl Jam So what’s the beef you have? You said ‘I’ve moved along’ So call me out cause I don’t give a damn You’re wrong about Cobain and Pearl Jam So what’s the beef you have? You said ‘I’ve moved along’ (She said "I'm just confused bout what I should do but I guess I'll visit soon) (I said "I'm just confused 'bout what we should do but I guess you'll visit soon) (She didn't tel the truth) Dilettante.
20.
[Intro from The Notebook] As we walk to your house hand in hand all smiles The spring rain is comin gonna drown in it's flooding Now the school days are done and we go together fine Cap 'n gown look great grad party is at eight Tonight I'm fine and you're mine Dance along, I'm fine (But I'm really not) She's still rockin that letter jacket that I gave her Yet there's no point in it Ceremony is over now there's drinks in hand The frown on your face looks very out of place Now the school days are done and we'll have to say bye That dress looks great but we can't run from fate Tonight I'm fine and you're mine Dance along, I'm fine (But I'm really not) But she's still thinkin we'll last forever She thinks she's swooning like in the movies I'm not George Clooney. She thought I could be She's still rockin that letter jacket that I gave her Yet there's no point in it

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Recorded between 2013 and 2015

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released August 30, 2017

Original photo taken by Ryan N.
Cover Artwork by Steven Ramos

All other credits listed on previously uploaded albums.

All my love and thanks to any one who has supported or continued to support this endeavor.

The most thanks and appreciation to the Can't Hardly Wait Live bois.

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